I’ve been having a lot of fun recently with a subject whose interests run alongside some of mine. Normally I don’t write about my calls, but this is general enough and has no identifying information attached to the reports. I am a fan of de-personalization: the ability to use recreational hypnosis to create alternate mental spaces to retreat into. Not “alters” in the sense of alternate personalities per se, but alternate non-personalities.
I realized that one of the things that I find compelling about the fembot concept is its relentlessness. Fembots: they get the job done. They’ll malfunction, self-destruct, or die trying. The installation of a fembot routine in the existence of a sissy is an incredibly powerful drive. It has the power to regulate the human personality as much as the human personality has the power to regulate the retreat into the doll personality.
One surprise is just how aggressive the feminized and dollified behavior really can be – I’ve had to be more literal and install more safeties and overrides than I do with most subjects. This is easily accomplished, it’s just something I’m not used to needing to do – most boys require overkill to get a new suggestion really locked and anchored, and then a minority will latch onto things in a very literal way: the truly better subjects out there are few, but always make my time more rewarding and more interesting.
Dollification hypnosis is really one of my favorite types of session, and I’ve got a strong preference for live sessions when it comes to this. There’s something innately satisfying about being able to feel the changes in energy that happen – I can literally sense the moment that the flesh becomes a plasticized doll reality for the subject, just via breathing change, pacing, and through knowing what I know through experience.